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i've been feeling down for quite a while now and it's the worst feeling -- ever. not knowing what makes you sad. not knowing who to blame for your sadness other than yourself.

just have to take my time now...

finally...

god is so good.

tonight, god finally answered my prayers.

my prayer has always been to be able to share the gospel to my friends before i leave college. and tonight, god has made a way for my prayer to come true.

she's one of my closest friends in college. her name is kate.

what started as a simple inquiry on praying in tongues and rapture paved the way for a meaningful sharing on the gospel, on god's love and salvation. i was overwhelmed by the experience. i never thought i would be able to share with her the truth behind god's love and its power to change a person's life.

i've been a christian for so long but this has always been my struggle. i find it hard to share the gospel. maybe because i'm scared of what people will say. FEAR. but god's grace is greater than that word...

this night would not have been possible without god. i believe he has set that time for is to be in that room to study his word.

we ended the night with a prayer. i hope she really did accept him as her Lord and savior. i believe that god will use her mightily in sharing the word with her family. and that the pastor's vision for her bout Esther will come true.

God is not yet finished with her... with me... and so with the rest of my clique.

i hope god will continue to open doors for me to share his word...

7 more souls...

and then i can finally leave...