Beginning in an End

i spent the whole night writing letters to everyone in our youth group. as i was writing, i was reminded of how 21 months of my term have passed so quickly. i remember how unprepared my heart and mind was when i was "pushed" into that position. i was overwhelmed with the fear that i am not good enough and that i won't be able to perform the duties the job requires. in my mind, it was all about working to meet everyone's expectations. little did i know that God was transforming my man-pleasing heart. He was consistent in telling me that it's not about getting the approval of people or hearing their accolade for a job well done that matters, it's about pleasing him and making him smile.

i must admit that i have made a lot of mistakes and there are some things i wish i would have done differently. but, i am sure we have learned a lot as a team and as brothers and sisters in Christ. together, we took little steps to gradual maturity in our walk with Him. together, we have seen God moving powerfully to provide, bless, perform miracles and change lives. it was in a sense a "roller-coaster ride."

they are more than just random people--they are my family. and serving them has been the greatest privilege He has given me. i hope i have touched their lives just as they have touched mine. in that short span of time, i have learned a lot more about myself, His ministry, their lives and the greatness of the God we are serving. i have also realized the importance of working as a team and acknowledging that our success is all about Him. i know God is not yet finished in molding each of our lives. I believe He has great plans for our youth and He will use Sharie mightily in our group.

As i always say, this is just the start...